do you ever just feel loved?

so, in my week of swine flu i'm feeling all sorts of things.
*i feel like strangling my children for acting there age (i mean come on... can't you clean up EVERYTHING you get out before i ask, must you make confetti from EVERY paper in the house, and do you have to run around like crazies just because you are watching ninja turtles?).
*i feel like my house is a never ending battle to keep clean (and sanitary) cause i don't have the energy to spray everything i touch with lysol.
*i feel loved cause some of my good friends (including family) drop off random goodies at my door like diet pepsi and home made smoothies.
*i feel like strangling the lady in my ward that calls because she hears i'm sick, not to see how i'm feeling, but because she sales all that essential oils stuff and wants to know if i would like to buy some so i don't get my kids and husband sick with me... for reals lady???? does this really seem like the prime time to solicit?
*i feel like dr jekle/mr hyde.... "i love you, go to hell, i need to talk to someone over the age of 6, will this damn phone ever stop ringing, i wish i could sleep, if i have to lay on this couch for 2 more seconds someone is going to die!!! wish my sewing machine wasn't broken, i'm so glad i CAN'T sew right now, i wish jeff would bring me home that new machine i asked him for, he better not be out spending $$$ on a machine for me... that stupid tamiflu and swine testing just cost us an arm and a leg... oh, i hope it brings it home for me anyway!!!"

and last but not least...
*i feel ever so lucky and blessed for all those that have called, tried to stop by, dropped off stuff, left me messages, emailed me, left comments, etc... and i'm also feeling so lucky to have this now rather than closer to my due date or after the baby gets here.

THANKS TO ALL!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!